Looks like H decided to go somewhere else after work tonight. It's really sad because the dogs really love him. Whenever they hear something, they run to the door. "Guys... Dad doesn't love us anymore." He'd rather be with op. If that is who he's with, I really don't know. I don't want to analyze anymore. It drives me crazy and wastes so much time. Gosh... I feel so bad for the LBS and their human children. (as opposed to dog children) They are really asking mom or dad where mom or dad is. How do you deal? What do you tell them? The dogs are company, but not like having real children as company.
I know I'm supposed to be a safe harbor here at home. BUT I really don't feel like leaving the light on for him tonight. How can he continue to do this to someone he once loved up to a year ago. He's turned so cold. He could care less about us here at home. It's sad. I don't know how I can still love him. Why do I care?
