Thanks Gary and Dance Queen, what a lovely name, I remember Kylie at the Olympic Games closing event singing Abba's Dancing Queen. It was astonishingly perfect.
Should I spill the whole story now?
I was in a long relationship (never married - she was not the marrying kind, her parents were married and split up,she did not value the convention). 18 years. We have one son, he's 12 now.
Our sex life was rubbish because I was not interested in her.
She confronted me about a few times but never took it further.
So, I know this girl who I like, and one day she takes me back to her house, and we kiss, then I leave and go home.
And that changes everything. I realise I have been half-dead for years, I have no idea that anyone would be interested in me,and I am not going miss this chance to change things.
I'm tired now, I'll continue tomorrow.