Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

H is gone.

Got home...H upset I wasn't answering his calls...says he was actually worried about me. H asked in the future if I will answer his calls because he just wants to make sure I'm okay.

H then said something to the effect of "I know you're not going to believe me but nothing is going to happen b/w me and OW. Believe it or not she is trying to work on her M. I haven't even talked to her on the phone in over week."

H asked if I wanted him to go. I reiterated the trust briefly and he said okay. I asked what days he is unable to pick up S from school...he really didn't give a straight answer except he thinks he's going out of town to "think" on Wed or Thurs. H said he wants to go to MC and IC. I said I've heard that before, I will believe it when it happens.

He then wanted to hug me and I just stood there. When he left he kissed me on the forehead and said "I do love you. Always and forever." He took only one overnight bag and his backpack with his laptop.

S said when H said bye he said he was leaving for the night. S asked when he would see him again. H said Sunday.

I am proud of myself because I did not break down in front of H.