Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Thanks Awest. She lives in Chicago. I'm 90 minutes away. It's really a "fill the time" trip. I just found out an old crush from HS living in California is recovering from breast cancer. She's had a tougher year than I.

In my Tuesday conversation with W, she said she might not have the money to divorce me for four years. I told her I couldn't be in limbo for four years. She said I didn't have to, I can go out with whoever I want.

That has to rank as one of the 10 most hurtful things ever said to me. She cares so little.

This week has done wonders for me in cutting the emotional attachment.