Young couple in need of help

[sumguy27]

Stuck thanks for the words of encourgment. Yes it is a reaction she is looking for and I did do good till about the OM. I feel like there is no hope anymore. But when I get home and see my kids and hear my son ask "where is mommy?" It freaking breaks my heart. I know I messed up today and yesterday. I felt like I even pushed her further out the door today. I really need to just take a break from this relationship as it is wearing me down every day. I love her so much I'm just so lost.