Hi S4H...Just checking up on you. I am sad for you, reading your closets story almost made me cry...but I am also positive that you will endure, survive, and eventually be happy once again.
I know you are not "there" yet ready to think about this, but one day, you will meet a woman who is really right for you and you will have love again. This dark time in your life will not last forever. The effects may last forever, but so will all of the wisdom and knowledge gained. There will be happiness and fun again in your life one day and between now and then, just do anything and everything you have to do to pamper yourself. Take vacations, see old friends, go to church, exercise, go get a massage, buy yourself something you've always wanted....
