I'm going to take a trip to see Lianne next week and weekend. I need some time to clear my head. I can barely see straight with everything going on. I'll be staying at (friend's) house starting tonight also.
I have not responded. I am flipping out. I guess I should have seen him going away...he asked the other night if I thought him going away by himself was a good idea. Lianne is his sister, the one who already told him (during the funeral time) that he deserves to be happy too. She's also the one who told my son I hate her. She's in her 40s, never married, lesbian and has no concept of what a marriage and family mean. But either way I don't think he's going there.
I'm trying to remain calm, as best I can. I have a friend looking into finding a good lawyer for me.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
