Wife out till 3;30 in the morning

[JTJ]

Puppy,

I've gone as far as to unplug the garage door. She just pounds on the door and rings the doorbell. I don't know if she's having an affair and other than following her I've no other means to verify what she is doing. The kids have even said things like Mommy is going out again?!? She just ignores them and goes on her way.

Cell phone locked and doesn't really like getting on home computer. I'm tired of being in Limbo.

We still sleep in the same bed with no physical contact. She texts me about the kids and tells me about her day at work says thank you when she appreciates things I've worked on. her LL is getting tasks done around the house. This is a very slow and painful process. What a heavy cross to bare.

I've been critical and verbally abusive in the past. As well as a couple of occassions pushy and physical. She has put up with alot. I just don't know what to do.

JJ