I don't know why it scares me to tell him that I do not want to do it. Not just that I have plans but that I simply do not want to.
So think thru it. What are you really afraid of? What are the reasons you don't want to take him? Are your fears and reasons valid? Would you let someone else treat you like this and still be going out of your way to do a favor? Think don't react. Understand and be solid about your actions.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
