It is a carnival cruise. H & I were supposed to go on a cruise a few yrs back, but got stuck in Dallas b/c of weather & weren't going to make the ship in time so we had to just turn around & go back home. He gave this one to me for our anniversary.
I just don't trust him still. There is this one girl @ his work & I just don't like the vibes I'm getting. We were supposed to go to her graduation from something last night (work related), but H said he didn't feel well so we didn't go. She texted him during/after the graduation to let him know she got some award. They texted back & forth for a few minutes. We were outside & heard his phone go off once again (she was texting him back) & gave out a sigh that sounded like exasperation, but I just don't like the feelings I'm getting.
However, I'm afraid if I say anything that he's going to be like "are you EVER going to trust me again? When are you going to quit doing this?"
I was going to look at his phone this a.m. before he got up, but he got up before I did, so I didn't get a chance to look at the texts from last p.m.
I've told him in the past that I don't trust this girl & I don't like that they are "friends" as well as co-workers, but I don't want to keep making a big deal of it either.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
