I'm done. So I texted her this morning regarding the bills. She gets upset that I would ask her for her part of the insurances when I did exactly what she had wanted. I changed my line into my name. Yet she says that I always hound her on money and that I'm so needy. I told her straight up that its responsiblity's that we have agreed upon. I told her I would have taken care of the charges about the phone bill but she never asked me.

I did fire off "so your boyfriend wants some beef with me huh?" I know nothing good can come out of me ripping this guy apart. To my surpise he's only 23! Some asian gangster wanna be trying to act tough. I could careless about that. I can hold my own ground. She just says "wateva"

I just had it. I feel like why I'm I giving her a break? Why do I have to give her that car? I paid for it, its in my name she wants to be independent then freaking take the bus. Earlier in the week she had asked me to buy some clothes for my little girl. So I did tell her today that yes, I will buy my D some clothes, but the clothes stay with me now. Since your such a baller and can spend your money on a trip to Vegas, booze, clubbing and OM then you can provide your own clothes for her. Unreal. I've just had it. I'm pretty sure everyone who has read my story is probably anoyed as hell about us. My family is, my friends are and I know this board has also.

I love her still but like what stronger said I hate her at the same time. Last night she said I love you but in not love with you to stay with you. I just laughed in her face and said "google" that line you might be surpised on what you find.

I'm just ranting more then anything right now. A part of me still tells me to not give up! Geez I'm losing my freaking mind here.


Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09