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[mishka422]

Y'all are too good to me! I was expecting huge 2x4's today after my mini-meltdown last night. It's not that I doubt the DB methods at all, I just doubt M as a whole anymore. It's really so pointless as it brings so much pain and misery to so many people! Ugh! Stay single and procreate at will....there ya go! Problem solved!

CTH - welcome to my thread! Sorry you're here though. I'm going to go read your thread as soon as I can. What you said about the differences between summer and fall/winter schedules is really interesting. My son is older than your two girls, but he still has to be a million places all the time and with my two jobs it becomes VERY difficult to get him there. My xh plays taxi when it's convenient for him, but I best not ask much more or he gets in a snit!

kat- I have tried Melatonin but it doesn't seem to help at all. I even have Ambien, but it's usually too late for me to take it by the time I realize I can't sleep. Last night was a work night until 11pm though at the store so I'm so wound up when I get home that I can't go to sleep. It's already too late to take anything at that point or I'll be a zombie in the morning. I get up at 6am. VERY short time window!

Lotus - I'll have to check out that dim plus. I have a health food store right next to my office. They got the right dosage of St. John's Wort for me and it's finally having some effect. I have no insurance so I can't get the AD's I used to take.

D -

hey, that's cool, XW's OM is ugly and disgusting" and to that I say "XW must be laying there thinking to herself wanting to know why the hell she's with this neanderthal when she threw the prize in me away".

You are SO funny! I wish I could think like you do. It amazes me how so many people are so confident. I don't seem to have even a tiny fragment of that. Unfortunately, the broom is much prettier than me and thinner (not by much) so it's not a great boost to my ego. She is a little older than me, but only by 6 months.

And she's probably snoring like a beast

If not, I know for certain he is. I hope he's keeping her awake! He could suck the stucco off the ceiling!

[dday101798]

Mish,

How many times have I been up and down the elevator trying to get to the confidence floor? I think this time I have finally ended up on that floor and am waiting in the lobby for my appointment.

So what if she's thinner, guess what, every thin chick I was ever with, complete Fatal Attraction syndrome, they all had issues in the upstairs department (kinda like the department was outsourced).

So there, not only a personal ego boost extended, but in gerneral, real men prefer meat.

[mishka422]

Meat, yes. What I've got going on....not so much.

[Andabelle]

Only a dog likes a bone .

[mishka422]

EWW EWW EWW....Gabe showed up out of the blue this morning to bring a pair of shoes to Marc that he got at a garage sale. Showed up in the broom's car with the broom in it. GAG! I did my best not to look over his shoulder at her. She was reading something and didn't ever look toward me. I'm glad. I can't stand to have her in my vicinity.

Have to finish getting dressed to work the rest of the danged night. I hate this stupid second job crap.

[karen43]

Well Mish, if it helps at all, when I get that way from time to time, I just think "hey, that's cool, XW's OM is ugly and disgusting" and to that I say "XW must be laying there thinking to herself wanting to know why the hell she's with this neanderthal when she threw the prize in me away". I mean, I may not be on the cover of GQ anytime soon, but with the right clothes and photographer, I could. OM on the hand, I don't even think they'd put on the cover of "Creepshow".

Y'all are so funny! I often think well I got help with my depression/no longer depressed, but OW's always gonna be a HO! (Or skank if you prefer).

Mish, it is hard to go on the Newcomers! All that raw pain reminds me of how I was 24/7 when I got here. But I feel like I want to pay back a little sometimes when I can do it, like those that helped me when I first got here. But yeah, sometimes I think (when I read of some newcomer who's WAS has cheated 5 or 6 times--what the heck are you thinking, run, LBS, run!!! I never say it though...

[Kalni]

mish,
just passing by for some hugs and to tell you I wish I were at the U2 concert with you!! They are coming here next year, 3rd Sept 2010.

Gab is a jerk bringing her at your house. A BIG jerk. But you knew that, right?
xxx
K

[mishka422]

Gab is a jerk bringing her at your house. A BIG jerk. But you knew that, right?

Ummm.....yeah. Absolute jerk. I spend most days wishing I'd never met him and had just managed to end up with his sperm from a sperm bank and that's how I ended up with Marc. It's a nice thing to imagine at least. Dang! I should have sent him off to CA when he said he was going instead of fighting for him to stay here with Marc. It would have been much easier to not have to have him in my face all the time.

[mishka422]

It is flat out pouring rain here today. Ugh! I hope we don't have the flooding we had a few weeks ago. Those poor people are still drying out.

I'm waffling on what to do about this weekend.

This should be Gabe's weekend but since Marc and the broom's son got into a fight again the last time he was there Gabe has decided they can't be there on the same weekend.....again. Of course, I had plans for this entire weekend and now I have major problems because Gabe won't have him as scheduled. Here's the deal.

Assuming Marc passes his 10 minute drill for karate twice in the next 3 days (frankly a longshot), he will have to be a black belt pre-testing from 1:30p-4:00p on Saturday. I have to take my mom to dialysis as usual Saturday morning and pick her up in the afternoon, usually around 1:15p. I can't pick her up and get Marc where he needs to be so I'll have to make arrangements for someone else to pick her up. My cousin just informed me that she will be in town this Saturday from FL and would like to get together to go to a big farmer's market. Of course, that can't happen because of my schedule. I'd love to see her but unless someone builds a time machine it isn't going to happen.

Lastly, my gf and I had planned ages ago to go to the Highland Games at Stone Mountain this weekend. If you haven't heard of these, it's a massive Scottish festival. My clan is represented every year and the Sassenach coming with me is going to hang on my coat tails and pretend she's Scottish for a day! LOL!

Of course....when is it????? All day Saturday and Sunday.

Dilemma? Gabe was supposed to have Marc so I had planned things without having to run Marc anywhere.

So....do I tell Gabe he has to have Marc and get him to his testing because that is what was supposed to happen or just suck it up, cancel my Saturday plans to play taxi, and paste a smile on my face?

Put that way, it sounds totally selfish of me to be mad that I'm missing my stuff for my child. Bad mom.

[dday101798]

Na na na!!!

This is HIS weekend and he needs to gain control of things under HIS watch. If he can't keep control of both kids under his watch, guess what? The other kid doesn't need to be there, period done end of story, after all, it's not Gabe's visitation with that kid now is it?

You are not going to miss any of 'your stuff'. Stand up, speak softly, but carry a big stick!