knowing that stalker thing has answered so many ?'s as to how or why she has said some things and knowing that c'ly we are broken up for the first time in 4 mo's vs being in save a relationship mode, i really am in a build me mode and i think i'm crying more and getting ready to in a second, so i can grieve and go thru the steps that happen when a relationship ends.
until last wk, i didn't know a relationship had truly ended and i can see how i was manipulated, i tried to hard, it's time for me and kids now. i need to carry the load and do the work.
have a great day, i'll touch base with any new developments, no emails from her so far today.
