I'm almost at the "physically gone almost 1 year" stage, myself. Just not getting over that hump, yet. Must be the house. When it's sold an I'm out I think will be the final break for me. But in this market, I (and you) may have to hunker down for a while.
hugs
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac