He showed up. We're going to continue the MC for a little while longer. I think we both left the session last night feeling kinda angry, and we're not really making progress.
My problem is I have to learn to speak up at home, and not wait until we get to the MC to voice my feelings. That's his biggest gripe right now- "why can't we have these discussions at home?" I don't know the answer to that- I don't know what I need to do that. And on my end, I'm looking for some sort of acknowledgment of my pain, and I haven't seen that at all. The MC did call H out on his lack of effort at MC. H told him he would step that up. We'll see how that goes.
We both have to give a little to make this work, and that isn't happening. I don't know what I need to do different, what changes I need to make, or how to even interact with H anymore.
