Venom. Pure vitriol is what comes out of W's mouth these days. Even still.

While I've grown indifferent toward W, I happened to see a conversation between her and a mutual friend. She told said friend that she was "scared" that I was talking bad about her and immediately followed this up by talking trash about me to said friend.

Some of the things she said were outright idiotic, psychotic, and devoid of reality. She claimed to love my sons so much she wished she could take them away from me - meanwhile she hasn't bothered to call and check on them more than a handful of times this year. Meanwhile I check on D1 daily.

So... I'm not sure what to think. I know the opposite of love isn't hate, but indifference. So I'm guessing that W is still attempting to justify her A. I haven't said anything to her - it is her own justifications that are coming up. I haven't discussed the A with her, or anything outside of D1 since June/July maybe. Yet she still seems dead set on justifying it.

The aftereffect of exposure? I dunno. I do know that I''m starting to meet new people, and I don't want anything to do with W at this point. The biggest issue for me is the fact that it is taking so long for the M to end now...

What irony...


"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."