Puppy`s doing well! A great hit with the kids. Really bringing out the loving side of S14 too and has already become a great touchpoint for the three kids.
Just lovely to watch the three of them playing together with her this am.
I`ve been to therapy yesterday. yes, continuing it but just on a fortnightly basis. She`s really encouraging me to wake up to the fact that the marreiage is over. So has the mediator. she said very bluntly on Tuesday "This marriage is over"
It is. I know it is. But does that mean we`re done? That`s it. No hope of a reconciliation?
I wouldn`t even ask the therapist that or she`d look at me incredulously as if I`m the biggest twit on earth.
And maybe it`s important for me to just believe it is over.
H knows it is.
He didn`t come home at all yesterday. Just slipped in when everyone was in bed. Therapist thinks he`s well capable of blowing up again and doing any kind of damage.
So do I.
I`m staying out of his way. I do nothing to provoke him(apart from existing that is). I`m keeping busy too.
Really, really tired.
Can well believe that when H leaves the relief will be massive.
He`s bent on going, that`s for sure. But we`ll work out how only through mediation. No point in trying to communicate with him right now.