I'm so tired with all of this. I can't seem to focus. I confronted the OM. He is mad becuase I told him I hope he can feel good for messing with someone elses wife. Now he wants me to say it to his face. I didn't reply back to him. I just have to be strong. Stronger and all of you people who have done it. How can you guys cope with this? How can you guys not get so angry and frustated. I was doing so well. But I let my emotions take the best of me again. I just want to yell and scream at her! Just want to slap her back to reality. Just want her to really look at our kids and see the love they deserve. I know I'm suppose to let her fall. I'm suppose to just forget about and get a life. Tonight is a downfall for me. I thought I had detach, I guess not.
Me:27 W:24 S:2 D:9 months M:3 years Together for 8 years Bombed : 6/11/09 Moved out: 6/27/09 Found out about her affair 9/7/09 (she started her's at 6/25/09) Begged n plead 7/25/09 started DB 8/17/09