Just so you know, I do see hope in your sitch. Detach and it could work out in the long run. I know this hurts now, & sucks, but hold on, okay? And can you make some holiday plans a little firmer so you can avoid or minimize crappy stuff? Just a thought.
(( j ))
PS and did I mention that you should detach??
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016