Well, she's cool with going now. Said she was worried about how this is going to affect me, but realized I told her I can worry about myself.
I don't know, maybe there's something wrong in a relationship where she's always worried about how things affect me. I married a "caretaker"...
Anyway, she's on the phone with her mom, saying that there's no way back. Same story. She looks to the future and is 100% sure that things would fall into old patterns.
Just kind of rolls of my back I guess. Old news. She's still certain.
Well, if miracles happen at Retro, I can sure use one.
Seriously, I guess what happens happens. Not about hope at this point, it's about doing everything I can.
