I love the "fake it till you make it" mantra. I have to keep living that! While I am definitely doing a good job of detaching, I think I am still in the faking it stage and really do hope to make it eventually. Having one of my rough nights tonight, can't stand seeing my wife so emotionally distant I have only been at this for a couple of months and already feel like how can I keep this up. I know that everyone says this is a marathon and I hope I have the strength to keep up but damn I feel like s^&t tonight!
