WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Just catching up on journaling. Our 10 year anniversary would have been this sat. I've got my boys in a Halloween parade where they will ride a float and throw candy out. Should be a good time. I had planned on being in Maui for our 10 year but this is life

I did skype my boys on Tues so that was good. Just a call in weds as they were tired. My boy called this morning as they wanted to sing "The Climb" song together. I put it on my iPod and we sang it together. It was a nice surpise to start the day.

Other than that nothing going on relative to the relationship front. I've accepted that. I know I will be fine with or without her.

So I am now less that n 22 hours from seeing my boys. Yeah! :-)