Not feeling great right now. Out of town visiting my brother and enjoying my 3-yr old niece. Saw a phone call today - yes I was checking the cell phone records (only a minute) to the "friend." I called my H and he pretty much called me on the fact that I was trying to catch him in a lie. He said he called to find out about picking up the treadmill this weekend at the lake - he wanted to see if anyone would be at their condo. He got voice mail and didn't leave a message.
He also in looking through my FB page said he discovered I have a separate email account which I swear I told him about. So now I'm out of town and he's upset with me. I apologized and told him I should have been forthcoming and just said I was looking at the phone records and noticed you called X. I told him I don't check the records every day. I did it because I've been feeling uneasy while I'm gone this week due to our conversation before I left (see previous posts). Of course now that I'm off the phone and have had time to think - I guess he was checking up on me too on FB checking out my profile etc.
My H said he thought we were moving forward and past all this. Now he feels like I'm checking up on him all the time. And that I'm actually the one hiding things now.
He's still upset about my being here and not inviting him. He said he just has to get over it. It's hard to work on things when I'm not there.
UGH!! Now what do I do? I've made myself sick to my stomach! Do I call tonight and try to talk through things some more and if I do how should I approach it?
