You are doing the right thing. Take care of you. Eating, sleeping, exercise, good grooming and hygiene, Interacting with other people. Focus on areas that are NOT in turmoil. Is your job important? Dive into that. I dove into my kids lives. Best thing I did to take my mind off of the M.
Oh ya, Sleep in your own bed and lock the door!
For every action, there will be a reaction. Do not take her reaction personally.....She is making her choices, you are making your choices.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712