I thought I was detaching. The way this bugs me shows me I'm not. Why? I'm sick of this craziness. He doesn't deserve me. Why am I hoping to reconcile. I just can't wrap my mind around this. Why does he hate me so much? Ugh. I feel like I'm at square one again.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
