It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

I wonder if it's a time of day thing. Maybe I'm a bit too whiny but I'm just venting here to avoid dumping all this onto the W or even my Ds.

Still, kind of curious about long term strategies. I'm in for the long haul.

GAL (working on the job, fixing my issues re: M, until I'm working I can't do much in the way of social life)

180s (probably more work on that)

Counseling (need a job,$)

lots of self-help (not sure how much to implement but that will come w/ time)

not too sure about level of contact. I fluctuate on what I think is appropriate to situation.

Any other suggestions. Especially how to hang in there in the months or longer that it will take.

Also, I want to hear about successes. Where would I find those? If you have one or know about them, clue me in; I need the hope.