Yeah...I got an email from exH around 1pm asking if I was ok. He was seriously worried that I was out here by myself and something happened to me, cuz normally I ALWAYS call back.
And I realized, I can't totally and suddenly go dark...dim is a better ...... more efficient idea. It so hard to do though.
When I get talking, I have a hard time being natural and myself and NOT saying much. I am naturally a pretty open and talkative person, esp to those involved in my life. Also, have never been anything but totally open with exH since the day I met him.
How do I start to be dim? And still come off being me?? Do I tell him about my day...my work...or just talk in general and hang up? I really do have to pray on this....what do you talk about when you go "dim"?
