that pullback thing they do is the death of me. One or 2 days of happiness and back to the old cold ways.
My wife says i emotionally jack her up, but still wanted to be close and ml and all that. This week is like the second bomb hit again, I guess i shouldn't be surprised but i was.
The waffling is back and forth. I am dreading the MC today. I have a plan today. I am going to act as if at the MC...I am not going to say a peep....and just validate. I will have a sunflower waiting for her at the end of the session.
