Are you and your husband back together? I am working on myself but seem to be in quick sand. Every time something positive happens I am brought right back down. I have done the 180 and am ass sweet as pie to H. he gets more distant the nicer I am. I just hope I am remembering the marriage as it really was. he seems to think it was a disaster. I hated kissing my husband but now I long for his lips. What are you doing to help yourself? Die is just a nickname. I am not at that point and the name means nothing.
