Wife says she wants me to move on

[brknheart]

Thanks all for the comments. I bought DR last night at BAM. I started reading it and realized just now I left it on the bed. The W is suppose to be going to the house today, im not sure I want her to see im reading DR. So far the book makes sense, has good examples, especially about people getting in the divorce trap. I think thats exactly where my W is going to end up, to bad she wouldnt read the book. I did tell her about the WAWS a week ago, she didnt really say much except have some tears in her eyes. Deep down inside I really hope there isnt a OM, but she is not acting like the W I married, so I know anything is possible. Hopefully I will get some answers by the time everything is over. If there is an OM, she is probably hiding it from everyone else in her life, unless her friends have no values either. She hasnt contacted me at all since Monday, we are suppose to go out tonight but she may not even call. I plan on going out tomorrow night with friends, something I havent done while we were married. This process truly is an eye opener to better yourself. Ive lost weight, started working out, talking to more people, and other self improvement. One thing that I hate though is waking up in the morning. I havent had a truly good night sleep in months, and whenever I wake up in the morning I feel like im in a nightmare, only to realize its all for real. Anyone else felt like this in their separation/divorce? How long did it last? I sometimes wish I could take a pill to erase my memory of her.