You are right, I do need to take better care of myself.... I am looking for better work, as I was asked yesterday, what is it that I like to do, and I realized then I don't have a clue.
I've been in survival mode for a very long time, as just trying to survive is all I am capable of. I've been trying to stabilize my life, as if it was possible in this environment. I've learned I can't count on anyone nor anything, and do the best with what I have, which has caused me more problems than it has good.
Whether I was able to keep that job, or not, I'd still be in the same place I am now..... I couldn't afford to live with the job, so I have been looking for other work, but there's not a whole lot to be had, as it is all over the country.
I did stop by the SRS Office to see if they had any jobs, OR could give me some sort of retraining which could lead to better work, and all they wanted to do is put me on SSI/SSD. I don't know, I didn't think I looked that rough.... LOL. I want to work, I'm afraid I loose what little there is left of me, if I didn't.
Where or how to move, I need money for that too, and I have very little of it now.... but I keep trying to think of ways of doing such.
Thanks for the 2x4, I'm working on changing things for the better.
Blessings
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
