Tristan, just a quick note...one thing I've gone through, that I'm still going through, is realizing that I can't always trust myself and my own judgment. I'm a fairly smart person, I am usually quite good at reading other people, and I'm normally fairly skeptical...and I almost ruined my life by making some enormous errors in judgment. It's frightening. Not only do I feel that I can't trust anyone else, I can't even trust me.
Something I'm working on with therapy.
Anyway...your wife has the added burden of knowing she has moods that she can't always control. How difficult. It's scary to look at the future when you feel less sure of yourself like that. I am so glad she is beginning to seek solace and comfort with God. That has been my stronghold and my rock. God doesn't change...God can be trusted. And God always wants what is truly best for us.
You are doing an amazing job with all this...don't forget to keep seeking support for yourself. I know this isn't easy for you.
- breakaway please stop posting what I was going to write ;-)
Yeah I agree totally with all of this, Tristan you are doing a great job, keep it up.
