wife left, wants divorce, possibly bipolar

[ryepatch]

hey lost and tristan and whoever else is listening. . .

i have no real news to report, but our MC has agreed to see me twice a week, so i can fire our IC now. this is really awesome, since with our MC, i barely get enough time to fill him in on the rumours and analyze them and try to figure out what's going on with her, and there's not a lot of time for goal-setting or problem-solving. now i'm hoping i'll be able to make some real progress.

i feel so much better after talking to him, and less desperate the night before i see him, that i'm hoping i'll be a little more functional.

i have my last appt. with the IC on Friday, not sure if i should cancel or go and see if she has any last words.

i found out from the pharmacy that W's still on birth control pills, which probably doesn't mean anything because she often just takes them for regularity. still, it's bothersome, you know?

i used to be so proud to pick up her prescriptions for her. . .

just been really down this week. lost, your story has given me so much hope and helped convince me i'm not crazy.

i just wish there was some way to communicate with her about practical stuff. . . but her friends and family aren't talking to me and she's not talking to my friends and family.

so it's at the point that my friends are going to have to talk to her friends. ridiculous.

i'm sick of this game of hiding from the process server. had a dream there was a knock this morning, don't know if it was real or not.

tristan, i'm still following your thread, though i haven't been posting (it shows up in my email). you're doing great.