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perhaps it was a way of getting past my anger as my WAW is with an EA - and I am with nothing...


That's what it is. Revenge is unfortunately a very common and powerful emotion in situations such as these.

Me: 46
W: 46
T: 23
M: 20
DS12
DD11
DS5

W left: 01/28/08
Discovered OM: 02/26/08
W back for 9 days: 04/08
W returned 05/21/08
EA/PA - 01/08-07/09
W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)