After reading her online dating profile I think I hit my final straw. I feel so monstrously betrayed and emasculated. I feel like screaming at her. I feel like telling her she can have her effing divorce and throw every thing she's given me in her face. I don't know if I can take her to the doctor on friday or even stand to look at her any more!

I want to tell her I'm taking back my offer of friendship. How can I be her friend? She's not mine, not in any real sense!! Who is this person to take our history together and treat it like such garbage, to treat me like garbage?? Where did this person come from?

I'm lost! Where do I go from here? What can I do?

Last edited by M A Holm; 10/08/09 12:56 AM.
~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)