Its easier to deal with as each day goes by. There are some bad days when I can't get her out of my mind.

But I always say to myself that this is something she has to overcome on her own.

Everytime I see her, she looks unhappy. She can't look me in the eye on most occassions. I just don't see that confidence she used to have. She also walks like an elderly lady. No hop in her step.

Its just sad.

Concerning my Noles, that's one change that will never happen. I bleed Garnet and Gold, Mach and D Money.


Me- 31 yrs old

Her- 33 yrs old

S- 3 yrs old

Bomb- 4/ 09

Moved out- 6/ 09