Hm. Well I just talked to her on the phone. She said she wanted to cancel the weekend because it's a lot of money, and she thinks it'll be upsetting and make things worse between us.
I didn't say anything - she asked me, do you still really want to go? I said yeah, and she said, "OK then, I'll go. I just can't say no to you. I don't know what's up with that."
Sigh. Just a couple more days. Hopefully this is going to happen.
Didn't really talk to her much last night. Went to bed and read a book - when she went downstairs, she called goodnight in kind of a strange tone - not sure if this stumped her somehow. We were both aloof this morning.
Tough day - didn't sleep right, and was really struggling this morning. All I can say is thank God for Xanex.
