I just got this e-mail. We had been meeting on Mondays the last couple weeks and we pushed it back to Thurs this week to make it 1.5 weeks so we had a little more time to think and talk. It was a compromise since I wanted weekly sessions and H wanted bi-weekly.

Subject:Tomorrow's meeting

Can we reschedule tomorrow? I haven't slept at all the last two nights and I feel like crap.


Why? Why? Why? I had a hard enough time waiting until tomorrow, I was gearing myself to take action this weekend. I had enough waiting. I can't take the stops and starts emotionally. He sent it 2.5 hours ago and I haven't responded yet, I just noticed it since I am away from my own desk most of the day.


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S/19,D/17
On My Own: 11/28/09