Weekly check-in. Things are going well. Still waiting for the other shoe to drop, so to speak. Still no R talk. I'm getting no indications that H still wants to leave. He's been affectionate and cheerful. I'm glad, but I'm left with the feeling that it's temporary. Nothing is resolved so there's nothing to stop us from going back to the dark times. It seems as if he's happy to just go along like nothing ever happened.
I've fallen off the wagon with 180s and GAL. It's so hard when I still have work, home, child responsibilities. There's really no time for anything else. I suppose a 180 would be to neglect those things, but I'm not willing to do that. I don't know how anyone does it, really.
I did finally manage to read a couple of books...something I used to love to do and haven't made time for in recent years. I read the new Dan Brown novel. It sucks you in pretty quickly and is great escapist reading. He has a very interesting take on God and religion. I like it.
I also read A Wolf At The Table by Augusten Burroughs. I've had that one sitting around for a while. It's a memoir of his father, the prequel to Running With Scissors, and quite frightening and sad.
