I can't believe I set myself up with the comedian guy to deal with another rejection. It was totally predicable.
Quit looking externally to be validated.
There is nothing wrong with you. You are not alone but it is your journey. Learn what it means to love yourself. You know you want it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.