I put off the paperwork for a long time, and it doesn't bring me closure, because I already have that.
I feel better today. 'Stronger somehow. Although part of me is still sad, that part is getting smaller every day. RR, you are right, I did try. Kal...I know that I did all I could...and I am solid in the fact that I did. Jon...this is not closure for me at all. More like a last annoying step. I think during the first year, if H would have been willing, we could have worked through this. But now I see that I, we all, deserve better, whether it is with a spouse that is williing to do the work, alone, or with someone else.
I think for me, the D is just the final chapter. I don't imagine it will make me feel better, but since I am really finished with all of this, it is the last step.
Today, I am good
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
