I tried to post to you yesterday, but everything blocked on me.... I was happy to hear that you were still out on the dating adventure...I know it can be hard and disappointing...I too have had to deal with some strange things...
What I find is that, if and when you loose your heart to someone, then some things seem to melt infront of the sun...my new man lives about an hour and a half away, and it makes it hard to see each other...of course it keeps it exciting, but I long to be closer...to wake up next to him and say good night to him in person...
For now this is fine, then we can all adjust...but in time I truly hope we can share a 'home'...and be together. Of course I may not end up with him, but for now I am enjoying what is blooming between us...(and yes, at times I am scared to death...as I do not want to get hurt again, then again, you can't love if you don't give your heart completely...)
I too wish you all the luck and happiness in the world, cause you deserve it so much !!!!! xxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
