UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

Hi Oz
You are going really well!! I bet you feel a million times better, don't you? I know that I would.

Just thinking that I will get to see H at the weekend has put a spring in my step and it was commented upon at work today. My concentration has been that much better and, as I was past his workplace today, it wasn't even that hard to drive by without thoughts of driving past there.

I shan't offer to bring picnic/coffee. I emailed him to choose where and when to meet and let me know. I'm still waiting but he will get to it! I kind of like the beach café so that we can have coffee and then walk, if it feels appropriate.

I spent some time with a friend from back hom last night - she is in the same boat as we are and we chatted 'live' for a while. She's much like you actually Rabbit! I went to bed happier for being able to be more myself than I guess I can be here, even though this is good.

I know that less is sometimes more but there are times when more is definitely necessary! We shared some stuff that neither of us were aware of before and I slept much better and awoke much calmer this morning. It was good to have some 'extra' attention!

I'm doing OK today and wish that I could have more days like this and less like I normally have.