Was just closing down my laptop to go to bed when H msn's me!
Well tbh I have just about had it with him this week, not that he has done anything particular, but more I had a large dose of perspective and started to feel if it was done it was done! So I was definately short blunt and mysterious lol!
So anyway conversation goes like this!
H Hi R Hi H Hows the pu$$y? (probably referring back to our little joke) R Shes fine (referring to real life babycakes) H And you? R Ok H Just ok? H Hip? R Yep H Did you get it fixed (chiro) R Yep but its still a PITA H PITA?
Rabbit was about to add a bit like you but H continued
H I would have thought with all the weight you have lost it would have eased it up R Possibly
H Went on to talk about his photo class and tbh I turned off didnt want to hear about his life down there! Then wham! He started to talk about that despite how great the s*x was we needed to start talking and see if we could find out what we had back twenty three years ago, he said his wall was practically down, to which I reply probably not best to do this with any wall in place? Its just a pile of rubble really, to which I replied but Im not prepared to clear it up, as he replied just need a good jcb to shift it in one go, to which we both laughed.. Cant go into it all, I wanted to copy the msn blog so that I could reread it but closed it down by accident. He talked about how much fun us going to the pub had been the other night and he wanted to do more of just getting to know each other again, Im just me I said but Im not the same, he confessed that he had gone from not being able to bear to being in the same house with me to wanting to see if we could find IT again! Backed up with Im not promising anything and dont get the flags out! So it appears Im going to be really dating my H
Now I need some advice here, I had planned to go out on a pretend friend/datey thing tonight, put a mans name on the calendar which H hasnt seen so could be scrubbed over, but could guess that it would get back to H via S.. Part of me thinks this is wrong but I so needed to look like I was GAL in the evenings. H said it would be nice if we could do something together, but couldnt decide whether he was coming up wed late or thursday.. But did say not to cancel anything on his behalf which I definitely wasnt planning too lol! So what do you think folks do I still do this or is it a tad too dangerous bearing the circumstances.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
