After last night's talk about H getting a new and bigger apt with a lease, ( he has month to month now for a tiny studio I know he's not happy there, who would be?) I woke up depressed,but turned myself around and GAL! Got upbeat and positive!
Tonight is not H's usual night with S5, but came over anyhow to play! What a nice surprise. I had been upbeat with him on the phone earlier and whammo - he shows up at the door at 6pm. He was cheerful and fun and nice to both S and me. I gave them SPACE to play legos. H left at 7:30 - a good long visit. Wow, felt like old times.
Really hopeful again tonight . And it all started by me changin g to a PMA in the morning and just relaxing through the day - FOR ME. Yep, for me. I think I detached today! Woot~!