I'm sorry. I guess it is a discouraging post. It's currently where and how O'dog is stuck. I don't know how many other sepd/div'd go through it but there has to be some common elements. It's what I'm trying to push through.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
