Well....he called back an hour after his first call and left a message. Said he was "just checking up on me and hoping I had a good week. He was going to see a movie and it would be over by 9 and I could call him then, if I had time."
It makes me mad that
1. He lives his regular life while I am sitting around thinking about him and hoping he snaps out of it. (so many things wrong with this one line, I can't even start...)
2. He is doing ok.
3. He calls once a week to "check up on me" as if I am not capable of taking care of myself. Instead of calling me when he wants to talk to me, he stops himself and allows a once a week call.

OK. too much focus on exH these last 5 days now. ENOUGH!!! I need to re-focus on myself. Its almost 9, but I am going to go work out NOW! OK....Will write tomorrow.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09