I'm so depressed today. About 10 min ago, exH called...I didn't hear the phone and he didn't leave a message.
I think going dark for one month is the right thing to do right now. He thinks he can have me whenever he wants.....and well....I've taught him, he can...
By the time he calls....its a week and I'm dying to talk to him and so I always take his call or call back within a few min...when I initiate contact -which has not been a lot, its mixed response from him....and now it starting to be frustrating cuz this is in now way finding our way back to each other. I want him to want me again. How is calling me and talking to me when HE feels like it, trying? How is talking to me once a week and living a million miles away, trying?
I think if I just dissappear for a month and not answer his calls or texts maybe it will help......I don't know....I'm out of ideas...I'm tired and depressed and angry and ..........this is all I can come up with...bc the current situation is not acceptable to me.
