Actually he just called and wanted to meet me with the kids cuz he was right by the school, said "I would love to see you guys." I actually saw his car while I was on the phone with him and I said no, that we had to get home. He texted that he was sorry to have bothered me and I seemed annoyed. I don't even want to give him that. I said I just had to get them and get home.
I feel so wrecked and I am blaming him right now...I know that needs to be short-lived. I'm responsible for my own feelings but I'm just really down.
