Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Heh, well Sg, psychs in school, pointless, a stint run with anti-drepressants a few years ago, pointless. BUT, I need to do something, so as we all say, when something isn't working, try something else. So why not go for the extreme, eh?

Yeah I'm getting out as best as possible, but still, D always seems to come up and muck every thing up. Plus it's usually just a bar thing, concert or what not and that's not healthy either.

On the communication front, I highly doubt it will improve, but just when I give up, something significantly changes, so we'll see. For now, there seems to not be much hope in the matter. I have S12's grades, and S11's jacket since last Thursday. Think she could even just send a text to check and see if I in fact do have them? Of course not.

She seems to think less and less about the impact of things on the kids every day and it's showing. Could care less about school and home life. Truly sad. But, I've already fired one warning shot for her to look around straighten up. The next one may very well be for the sinker. i summed it up this way in a previous conversation: She only wanted the kids for the 'paycheck', but she forgot, with a paycheck, comes work.